Thank You M'am
On Labor Day of 2000 I had must first experience as a submissive. I wish I'd written about it then rather then rather than waiting until now when I'm in a bit of a rush and distracted.
We'd chatted on Yahoo a bit and had talked on the phone the night before but this was our first meeting.
We chatted for awhile. I'd had hardly any sleep the night before (partly from talking with her and partly from my habitual poor sleeping).
She asked me if I wanted to see her floggers. What could I say but sure. So she went out to her car and brought back her bag of tricks.
And offered me a rite of passage into the world of BDSM.
She put cuffs on me tied them together, blindfolded me and wrapped a collar around my neck.
She alternated rubbing me with soft things with light flogging. And she put clothespins on my nipples.
At her instruction I said "Thank you, M'am" whenever anything actually hurt. I had no problem with the strongest flogging she felt like delivering. It confirmed my suspicion that I'm a natural pain slut. The blows excited me and made me want more.
She worked my right nipple harder than the other. Twisting the clothespin gave me the strongest pain. That made me very excited.
At the end she had me get down on my hands and knees and led me to a chair where I knelt as she petted me and rubbed my head. This last was really very moving. Something very humble and peaceful. I really wanted to rub my cheek against her shoes but didn't know what to do.
After awhile she released me and it was over.
A real elation stayed with me for a couple of days. This was all clearly very much to my taste and left me wanting more.
I have had only one subsequent experience. It was with a guy. He didn't really have the knack for domination. It was short and he slapped me some with a riding crop and mild flogger.